If i am Stuffy Pete

At next morning,i am looking around the room when i wake up.I still remember what happened last night.I think eating is a really happiness,when the feast come,i cannot help myself. But at last night , i just ate too much to stuff myself.One hand, i just want to keep something the same as usual,on the other hand ,i don't want the Old Gentleman disappointed. After that,i have regreted to do it.I stuff mysely and i make the Old Gentleman starvation indirect.I feel really guilty.